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  “Where is the list?” Sophie asked. “I’ll see what I can get done today and work on possible songs and activities for the kids.”

  “I’m not sure. I wrote it on a napkin...” She looked around her at the piles of discarded tissues and napkins. “I hope I didn’t use it.”

  Ugh. Sophie wasn’t about to unfold the pile to look for a list. “Ummm, who gave you the list? Maybe I can call that person and ask for another copy.”

  “It was Selma, the worship director, at the church office.”

  Well, there was one task she could handle without any problem. “I’ll call Selma and ask her.”

  “Selma’s not there. She and her husband left for Florida last week.”

  Sophie closed her eyes and rubbed her forehead. Now even the simple tasks were getting difficult.

  She stood. “Why don’t I get supper going? Maybe I’ll get some inspiration while I’m cooking.”

  She stalked to the kitchen and pulled the refrigerator door open. Spying some leftover chicken, she pulled that out, followed by an assortment of vegetables. Tonight they would eat chicken stir-fry.

  As she chopped, she formed her general plan. Cooking always seemed to calm her nerves. For a little while, Sophie had thought she wanted to become a chef. She’d even spent a few years in culinary school, but had quit when she realized her heart wasn’t in it. She’d returned to Zutphen and poured her heart into a manuscript about Nora, a young single girl. Soon she found herself living through her character, making Nora live through and triumph over everything she’d ever experienced.

  And now she needed to find a job. Just something temporary so she could save up enough money to move to California. Once she was there, she’d start hitting the pavement, looking to start a career as a screenwriter. But she needed to save up a nest egg to pay for the trip, as well as set up a place to live until she hit it big. She’d compiled a long list of agents and studios to contact before she left, and hopefully there would be some appointments.

  There was someone else she wanted to look up when she got there. Someone who’d planned to travel with her and go down that road to stardom together. But that someone had left without her. An opportunity had come up that was too good to miss, he’d said, and then he was gone.

  They’d corresponded for a while. The letters had been sporadic, but he’d written about his auditions, his successes, his temporary jobs to pay the bills until the next acting job came up. Then, a few years ago, the letters had stopped. His phone number had been disconnected, and emails had bounced back. His parents, who lived nearby, told her they hadn’t heard from him either.

  She hoped she’d be able to find him and get some closure so that she could move on. But first she needed to make some money.

  Hopefully, something would turn up by the time Joanie had the baby.

  “Hey, what’s that smell in here? Is it Mystery Meat Stir-Fry or Road Kill Stew tonight?” Dave Bennett, Joanie’s college professor husband, set his briefcase on the table and came up behind her to investigate. Sophie smacked his hand when he reached for a piece of chicken.

  “Leave that alone.”

  “You’d deny a starving man a single bite of protein?”

  “A starving man, no. A crazy brother-in-law, yes.”

  Dave threw his head back and laughed. “I’m sure I know several people who would agree with that description.”

  Sophie loved her laid-back, fun-loving brother-in-law. He was definitely a great match for her sister, who up until this pregnancy had been one of the most capable, efficient people she knew. They had the perfect balance. Just what Sophie had hoped for in Nate Vosman. A tall, handsome dreamer, Nate had been the one with the vision. Sophie had wanted to help him make those dreams come true, and writing scripts for him was her way to do it. She’d had such plans. But that was a lifetime ago…

  “You goofball. Go and see if your wife or your son needs anything. Like maybe some attention. Dinner will be ready in half an hour.”

  “Yes, ma’am.” He saluted and marched out of the kitchen, leaving Sophie to shake her head in amusement.

  Chapter Three

  ZUTPHEN CHAPEL WAS the site of many of Sophie’s earliest memories. She’d grown up as part of the congregation, sitting with her parents and siblings, her grandparents, and several aunts and uncles. The old wooden pews had been replaced long ago with comfortable upholstered benches, and the congregation had grown so much that several building projects had resulted in the church more than doubling in size. In fact the only thing remaining from the Zutphen church of her youth was the name. That, and the gleaming white steeple rising from the center.

  But as long as she’d been a member, she’d never held a position of authority. She’d attended regularly whenever she was in town, going to Wednesday night catechism classes as well as Sunday morning services and Sunday School. But she’d never taught any of the classes, and now she stood in the church’s choir room in front of thirty young children who waited for her direction.

  Well, maybe that was an exaggeration. Four or five of those little ones waited for instruction. The rest chatted, and a pair of tow-headed little boys ran around the room chasing each other.

  Most of the children in the room had parents Sophie had known all her life. If things had gone according to plan with Nate, she might now have a child approaching this age. But there was a saying about best-laid plans. She couldn’t think of it at the moment, and probably wouldn’t be able to for some time. Right then she needed to get some order out of the chaos.

  “Okay, kids, let’s take a seat,” she began.

  Two more girls sat in the chairs. Four others turned to look at her then went back to their conversations. The two runners kept running.

  “Everyone, please sit down,” she said, this time a little louder. A few more sat, but some of those seated started to giggle. At this rate, she’d never get started. She put her fingers to her lips and blew.

  The whistle pierced through the room, startling everyone enough that all motion stopped. Sophie knew the pause would be temporary, so she shot her directions out quickly while she had their attention.

  “First graders in the front row. Second graders in the second row. Third graders in the third row. The last one to sit down will have an extra job to do.”

  Little bodies scrambled across the room, breaking up the neat rows Sophie had set up. The twin terrors, the sons of high school classmates Peggy DeSmit and Lyle Longton, knocked over several chairs in their quest to race to the second row. Unfortunately, some of the chairs they knocked over had people in them. The pandemonium ceased, replaced by the wails of the toppled children.

  “Jordan and Joshua Longton, come here.” Sophie’s bark of authority surprised even her. The two boys came toward her, their hesitating steps showing their uncertainty. “You cannot run around pushing chairs over. You’ve hurt three people by doing that, and you owe them an apology. But first you will have to stand in the corner for five minutes. Each time you turn around or leave the corner I will add another minute to that time.” She pointed to her left. “Jordan, you stand in that corner. Turn your face to the wall and don’t move. Anyone caught looking at or talking to you will also be in trouble.” She pointed to the opposite corner. “Josh, you have that corner over there.” She hid her amazement when both boys followed directions.

  She checked her watch. “Five minutes, and you will be able to join us, unless you move or talk.” She turned her attention toward the rest of the group. “Now, we’re going to work on some songs for the Christmas pageant. But we’re also going to need some people to read some parts. I’ll show those on the screen.” She touched a button on the remote for the projector mounted on the ceiling, and the words for the first song showed on the screen. “This is a song called ‘Some Children See Him.’ Does anyone know this song already?”

  Two hands rose.

  “Okay, let’s listen while I play a recording of it. Follow the words on the screen, and when you get the h
ang of the melody, join in.” She clicked the icon on her presentation slide, cuing the music. Some of the older girls started singing along, but the slower tempo made several of the younger students restless. As the song came to an end, she noted only a handful of students were singing.

  “Isn’t that a pretty song?”

  One of the first graders raised her hand. “It’s okay, but I don’t know the words.”

  “I didn’t think most of you would,” Sophie replied. “So that’s why I put the words on the screen. Did you have trouble seeing it?”

  “I can see it, but I can’t read it,” the girl answered.

  “Why not?”

  “I haven’t learned those words yet.”

  Oops. Note to self. First graders are still learning to read. Back to the drawing board.

  “Miss Sophie, can I sit down now?” Jordan asked from his corner.

  She checked her watch. Four minutes had gone by. Close enough. “Sure. Just be careful—”

  Footsteps thundered from both corners as the boys raced toward the chairs. Unfortunately they both targeted the same chair and crashed into each other, headfirst. The crack had Sophie gasping in horror. To make matters worse, Joshua’s head hit the seat of the chair on his way down.

  The boys, however, didn’t share her horror. They both sat on the floor, holding their heads, wearing identical grins. “That was funny!” One of them laughed. But then the laughter turned into a howl of pain. “Owie,” he wailed. As he cried, a steam of red ran out of the side of his mouth.

  Visions of concussions and lawsuits leapt into Sophie’s mind. She needed to have them looked at, preferably by someone who could hold them down. She took out her cell phone to call an ambulance then thought again. A blaring ambulance might scare the rest of the kids. She opened the door to see Harriet Eckman, the church secretary, walking by.

  “Harriet, I think we’re going to need a doctor. Or maybe an ambulance. I’m not sure.”

  Harriet’s eyes widened, but she remained remarkably calm. “What happened, dear?”

  “Jordan and Josh Longton ran headfirst into each other—”

  She didn’t need to say anything else. The Longton twins and their antics were well known in Zutphen. Harriet nodded knowingly. “Of course. Doc VanEss just walked in. I’ll get him to look at them.” She took two steps then turned back. “And another pair of hands to hold them down while he looks.” The lady disappeared into the office. A few seconds later, her voice rang out over the intercom, requesting Doc VanEss to come to the choir room.

  Sophie took a deep breath and steeled herself for the next part of the rehearsal. How had she lost control? She’d never had it, of course. Then she noted the silence. No one spoke, not even the gossipy third grade girls. Even the twins sat in stunned silence from their spots on the floor.

  “Okay, kids, let’s try the next song. I hope you like this one a little better.” She clicked over to the next screen, which featured a song with a Latin beat. Before she could cue up the music, the door opened, and Doc VanEss entered, along with another man. The doctor was a jovial gentleman who greeted Sophie with a smile, but the tall man with him wore a stern expression. Milton Longton was the twins’ grandfather. He was also the president of the consistory, and the man had no qualms about sharing his disappointment in his grandsons. “Jordan and Joshua, you need to come with us right now.”

  Both boys obeyed wordlessly.

  Without the twins there, the rest of the rehearsal went smoothly. Sophie made a note of which songs worked and which ones didn’t. Unfortunately the Won’t Work list far outnumbered the Will Work one.

  She was just about to dismiss the students when a thunderous crash echoed through the church. Sophie wondered if she needed to get the kids outside to safety, and she opened the door to investigate. The first thing she heard was Sam Carpenter, the head custodian, as his voice bounced off the sanctuary walls.

  “Who let those two monsters out on their own?”

  Chapter Four

  MITCH CHECKED THE image on the LED screen on his camera. “Okay, everyone look this way,” he instructed.

  Three of the four identically dressed children obeyed. The youngest, a strong-willed two-year-old, bolted from his siblings and ran off.

  “Nathan, get back here!” his mother cried. The older children groaned. They’d tried half a dozen times to set up the shot for the family Christmas card, and each time the baby of the family had ruined the pose.

  Mitch counted to ten. It was a good thing this was his last appointment of the day. This group had already run twenty minutes over. He’d offered the Christmas portrait special hoping to drum up more business for his studio. The response had been lukewarm, and the clientele apparently didn’t appreciate the need for punctuality. This particular family had arrived almost twenty minutes late, and their youngest child had not been cooperative. He’d be lucky to get even one shot the family could use for a Christmas card.

  Finally, the toddler cooperated when Mitch put a puppet on his left hand and set it on top of the camera. “Smile at Ducky!” Noting the interest on the little one’s face, he clicked furiously. He’d make some of them work, even if he had to edit a little bit.

  “Mom, aren’t we going to be late for church?” one of the older children asked.

  “We’re not going tonight,” the mother answered. “I figured it would be okay to miss this time, since it was only the first rehearsal for the Christmas pageant.”

  Angie! Mitch felt his blood turned to ice in his veins. I should have picked her up a half hour ago!

  “I am so sorry, Mrs. Michaels. I need to go now. My daughter is at rehearsal at church and I am very late picking her up. Just let yourselves out, and I will contact you tomorrow so you can look at the proofs.”

  Without waiting for a response, he dashed out the door, not even caring about leaving his expensive equipment within reach of a curious toddler. He leaped into his car, starting the ignition before he even had the door closed, and raced down the street to the church.

  Zutphen Chapel was only three blocks away, but the drive seemed to take forever. He smacked his hand against the steering wheel, mentally replacing the wheel with his head. How could he have been so stupid? There were dangers to his little girl, even in the country. Why hadn’t he set the alarm on his phone so that he’d remember to pick her up? If Melinda ever got wind of this, she wouldn’t hesitate to use the information against him. The thought nearly had him hyperventilating.

  The parking lot was dark, but there was a light over the side door. Was Angie still there? Surely she wouldn’t have tried walking home alone, would she?

  And then he saw her, sitting on the bench next to the door. The fist around his heart loosened its hold. His little angel sat, cheerfully chatting with the lady from the grocery store. Sophie.

  He pulled up to the door and jumped out. He wrapped his arms around Angie and hugged for all he was worth.

  “Honey, I am so sorry! I shouldn’t have made that appointment tonight.”

  “That’s okay, Daddy. Me and Sophie were talking.”

  He looked up. The woman really was easy on the eyes. But, he reminded himself, he was a dad first. Giving himself a mental slap, he smiled. “Thank you so much for staying with her. I’m sorry to keep you here so long. It won’t happen again.”

  “It’s no problem at all, Mr. Carson. Angie and I had a nice talk.”

  Mr. Carson. Well, I guess she put me in my place. I guess she thinks I’m old enough to be her father.

  “Umm, well, I appreciate the fact that you didn’t leave her here alone or let her walk home.”

  The girl looked affronted. “I would never do that!”

  “I — I didn’t mean to imply you would. I just meant — well, thanks.”

  “Sure. Well, I’ll be going now.” Sophie ducked her head in the church door and called out, “You can turn the lights out now, Sam. I’m leaving.” Then she headed across the parking lot.

  “Wait! W
here is your car?”

  She stopped and turned. “I walked. My sister just lives three streets away.”

  “It’s dark. And the streets are very far apart. Why don’t I take you there?”

  “Oh, I’ll be all right—”

  “Please. I insist. It’s the least I can do after keeping you here.”

  She pursed her lips, and the sight made his own lips part in anticipation. He clamped his mouth shut before he started drooling. Clenching his fists, he smacked one against his thigh. Maybe if he hit himself hard enough he could get rid of the ridiculous thoughts in his head. Thoughts he hadn’t had since he was in high school.

  Apparently she decided he was safe enough. “Well, okay, if you’re sure it’s not too much trouble.”

  “None at all. Right, Angie?”

  “Right.”

  Mitch opened the back door so Angie could climb into her seat and buckle in. Then he opened the passenger door for Sophie, who gave him a curious look before climbing in. Didn’t the local men open doors for ladies?

  When everyone was buckled in, he started the car again. He turned to Sophie. “Which way?”

  “You can take the back exit out of the lot and go down Birch Street then turn right on Elm. My sister and her family live a few blocks down there.”

  Mitch pointed the car in the direction Sophie indicated. But the house was more than a few blocks.

  “Uh, this is not what I call a few blocks.”

  “Sure it is. It only takes me fifteen minutes to run to the church.”

  “You usually run at night?”

  “Well, no.”

  “Glad to hear it.” Nice going, he told himself. Even he could tell he was coming off like a dad. Time to switch subjects. “Uh, so how did rehearsal go?”

  “Not too bad.”

  There’s a non-answer, if I ever heard one. “Could be better, huh?”